Today is my birthday (there's a time difference but it's November 21st in Madagascar)! I am 26 years young and blessed beyond
measure (I know that sounds cheesy but it is true). A year ago today, I was in a long distance
relationship with a great guy from Connecticut.
We got very serious very quickly and we had even talked about
marriage. Last year, if you asked me
where I would be right now, I would have told you about my plans to take the
Connecticut Bar Exam and move closer to my boyfriend. Madagascar was not even on my radar. My how things change! I soon realized that being
in a serious relationship was not in God’s will for me and so, after drawing it
out longer than I probably should have, I ended the relationship in
February. It was sad and all, but I had
faith and confidence that it was the right thing to do and I am very thankful
for the experience of the relationship.
It was something I had to go through to get to where I am now. I am stronger in my faith and in a deeper
relationship with Christ than I have ever been.
It’s like the proverbial monkey with his fist
stuck in a jar grasping a banana which he refuses to let go; if the monkey
would just ease his grip, someone could give him a whole bunch of bananas. Like
the silly monkey, I sometimes catch myself not wanting to let go of what is
comfortable because I am afraid of what will (or won’t) be handed to me. Even though I know that God’s ways and
thoughts are better than mine (Isaiah 55:8-9), I still sometimes have trouble
trusting Him and allowing His plans to manifest in my life. However, as soon as I let go of my lofty life
plans and put my faith and God, He trusted me with Madagascar. God trusted me. He softened the heart of
my boss to give me the time off from work and He provided for me financially so
that I could wholeheartedly serve Him and the Malagasy people. When in fact, the Malagasy have served me, loved
me, blessed me, taught me and given me more than I think I will ever be able to
serve, love, bless, teach or give in my lifetime.
I don’t know everyone who will read this or where you were a
year ago, but I encourage you to let go of whatever you are holding onto and
let God give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4). That doesn’t mean that He is like a fairy
godmother who will turn a pumpkin and mice into a horse drawn carriage, but He
is perfect, righteous and sovereign and the closer you move to Him, the more you’ll
want His will to manifest in your life. Suddenly, the horse drawn carriage
won’t look as attractive as it once did.
It is all an exercise of faith, “…being sure of what we hope for and
certain of what we do not see” (Hebrews 11:1).
And if you have already let go of some things that you once held dear to
you, continue to have faith and don’t look back. There is a blessing in every lesson that God
teaches us and He always works things together for the good of those who love
Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).
We have less than 3 weeks left in Manakara and it is my
prayer that we finish strong. Please
pray the same and also pray that we don’t get so excited about returning home
that we check out early. Pray that we
let go of everything except our mission to serve and share the gospel. I don't know where we will be a year from now, but I know that we have
come this far by faith and we will
only go further if we continue to trust and obey in the Lord.
For the Kingdom,
plc